i falling apart
dont worry i wont hurt myself! am not those teenager ppl who is hurting themselves for attention!!
i just need some comfort
some1 to tell me its gonna be alright
no one can do anything to you...
you will be safe
but at the end
am telling that to myself and i cant grantee it..
yes am afraid
my whole body is trembling
i cant hold a cup of coffee my hand is trembling shaking i try to control it
and when i hold it with my five fingers it stopped i feel the warmth of the coffe on the surface of the cup.... am stoned now i cant take a sip.. am afraid it will spill in my abaya!
so i let go of it
and i hold again and the same thing happens
then when i hold it for the forth time i feel more stable and i take a quick sip and i put the cup back.
after that am more stable in drinking my coffee
this is just something little of what am experiencing i thought it will end but no it only got worse.
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